Dagdrome in Suburbia

♪𝅘𝅥𝅘𝅥𝅱𝇥𝅘𝅥𝅮 ek't jou gesien ek hou nog my oë oop...

Not easy to open my eyes this morning!

♪𝅘𝅥𝅘𝅥𝅱𝇥𝅘𝅥𝅮 ek't jou gesien ek hou nog my oë oop is the record playing in my heart...

Get my phone of aeroplane mode...

♪𝅘𝅥𝅘𝅥𝅱𝇥𝅘𝅥𝅮 dagdromer in Surbubia...

I have an appointment at 08:30, oh, it's only 07:18 

♪𝅘𝅥𝅘𝅥𝅱𝇥𝅘𝅥𝅮 ek't jou gesien ek hou nog my oë oop...

Ek moes leer droom, hier waar die storie doodloop,  aan die verkeerde kant van die nasionale pad, fantaseer oor hier wegkom. 

Die berg se skadu val, vuurpylparkie brand, slaap veilig agter slot en grendel, moedeloos soos 'n hangover

What on earth are You trying to say to me My First Love?... normally I'm filled with songs of romance building our intimate relations, but are you trying to escape from me... or am I trying to escape from you?

Finding Apple Music.com song cover: "The title comes from a feeling I had when I was growing up in the 'burbs. I so desperately wanted to get out of there and away from.... 

Your know everything my First Love my King... 

You are revealing my heart at this moment,  I did ask You yesterday for a campsite. And it's true this feeling of not finding the right town, right country, right continent, right world is a heart problem not a campsite one. 

I desperately want to get out of this unbelief in my heart, this part in Song of Solomon where the Shulamite has night mare after night mare as she awaits her First Love return... trying to find You in the night. 

Running a place in my heart where I don't belong... as he sang... the wrong side of the freeway, a place where I'm restless, confused and alone.

This feeling that only vanish when I find Your heart, and or witness Your hands and feet. And a desperate hangover feeling if I can't find You. 

A feeling which will reside in me, until I am with You forever. 

Thank You for knowing my heart and unraveling it in such a beautiful way. You are true to Your word... (Prov 25:2) "It is Your glory to conceal a matter, and the glory of kings is to search out a matter"  

It is always so rewarding to find what You have concealed, to find Your heart. It brings me so much closer to You! 

♪𝅘𝅥𝅘𝅥𝅱𝇥𝅘𝅥𝅮 ek't jou gesien ek hou nog my oë oop... 

I see You, my King, thank You for the gift of daydreaming of the moments we've shared and those yet to come. My heart is fully Yours.

Thank You for loving not only me but also those whom I hold dear, and those who seek to love me. Fill them with Your Spirit, so they too will no longer feel like orphaned dreamers.

You are the One who Loves us First, and I pray that every heart will find You.

A Beautiful gift form Beautiful people. Worth Restoring! 

May God bless you abundantly!